Just an off day

My oldest son just made great strides to go back to school.
However, I am just not feeling it today.
It's been raining all day. One of my MWDAS ho-horts passed away. I am falling behind on my knitting.
I miss my other kids and my husband. They come back on Friday. I think I can make it.
Tomorrow, I go to town. Day one of partner workout. I hope it is THE thing.
Other's have it worse. I just have my pitty party for now.

All marble... amazing work.

When will I learn?

When I think my father can't do more to hurt me... he does.
There was a grave site service for my brother. Mom and I were not invited. How rude to not invite the man's sister and mother!!
I am done

Memorial Weekend

I miss my brother. We were not close. In fact I think he hated me.
What I mourn right now is the time we no longer have to rebuild a relationship.
He forgave me before he died. I forgave him. I still hurt.
I can't go to the cemetary this weekend. Even if I could make it, I don't think I would be welcomed.
How do I make things right? Should I? I have been trying for years. Will they be more open now that he is gone?
I love you Rob. You did a lot for the country and I know we are all greatful. I miss you a lot. I will think of you a lot this weekend.
You are my hero.

C25K Day One

It rained today. We have dirt roads out here and running wouldn't be a joy. I have put it off until tomorrow.
I don't know if I am looking forward to it, but, I need to start.
I guess I am looking forward to the person I hope to become.
Here's to new beginnings...